Need to stay positive

The shots are going good. I still only have one a day. Next week it goes to two a day. That will be interesting. I haven't been doing too much. I'm working on getting my back better. I went to the chiropractor today and it feels a little better. I just don't want it to mess w/ the IVF. She said it shouldn't but I want to be certain. So, I'm going to ask the acupuncturist tomorrow. Busy, Busy! I did have a little of a melt down Saturday night. Another one of our friends are suprisingly pregnant again. Of course they weren't trying. I want to be like that. I want it to be easy. I'm so happy for the couples who have no problems and never "try" but I'm also jealous. I need to really work on being positive but I don't feel as sure as I was before. So, I need to really work on the self talking. I constantly tell myself that 'My IVF is going to work. I will be pregnant next month'. I really really don't want to get negative because I know it won't work then. In a way, I don't think it is being negative but more or less scared. Things are starting to get closer and closer and the outcome will be here before I know it. I feel like the next few weeks I should read all encouraging stories of successful IVF's. Stay postive!