Ups and Downs

I just did my second day of my shot. It hurt more than yesterday but not bad at all. It's pretty quick and easy. At least that one. My goal through this whole process was to stay healthy and happy and positive. I'm hitting a few obstacles that I'm ready to be done with. At first I had a nasty cold. Luckily that didn't stick around because that wasn't part of the plan. Then on the first day of shots I woke up barely able to walk. My upside down disk decided to act up! I went to get my accupuncture done to day and she needled me up. She asked if I wanted her to pin my back and of course, if she could fix it I would let her do anything. I laid there w/ needles all in my back and the spots for the IVF. I felt so relaxed. I felt like I couldn't even lift my arms. After it was all over she told me that hopefully I would feel better tonight or tomorrow morning. And guess what? It's feeling better already. I'm praying that it will be all better. Because I just want to focus on the IVF stuff. I know life is full of ups and downs and I'm dealing with it all well. I'm proud that nothing is making me down. I feel like a new person lately. I just feel like I know who I am and I can do anything. My business is booming and I have great friends who support me and greatest of all, I'm going to be pregnant next month! But, i have to say one more thing, I don't want to be known as the woman who has tons of things wrong w/ her. I'm not like that. I'm just going through a bad patch. But, it's all done now!