Being a mom

Not much is going on with my IVF stuff. Which is killing me. I want to be doing something. I try and try to eat better because they say that helps but I like food too much. Of course not the good kind of food. So, I'll keep trying. And I want to cut out caffeine but that one soda a day helps me.
So, I have time to do nothing but research IVF. And sometimes that too much research isn't good. I have to remember to read only the good and not the negative.
The other day Noah and I went to the park. I told him if he was good when some people were here that he could go play on the playground. I gotta tell you this ended up being one of the most memorable days. When we got to the park, the playground was closed so we walked on the trail. It was so great. We walked along the gravel trail and talked and picked leaves and held hands. It just reminded me why I love being a mom and staying home to share in those special moments. I can't wait to have more kids to join in the special moments. The more the merrier!