IVF in December!!!

We are all set to go for our IVF in December. WE are so excited and ready and little scared! Now that we have decided to do it I'm not looking back. I just know this is going to work. I'm going to make sure I keep working out and keep limiting my caffeine and I think next month I'm going back for more accupuncture. I want to do everything possible on my end to make this work. Of course every once in awhile the thought of the money that is going in for this and there is no guarantee comes across my mind. But, I'm blocking it out w/ good, positive thoughts.

I got a call from our doctor's office and I had to go in for some blood tests today to determine the protocol I'll be on and the calendar of events. Man, when they said blood tests, they mean it. I had to fill six or so viles of blood. Crazy! And then next Tuesday I'll be going in for some ultrasounds to look at my lovely follicles!

I'm just ready for December. I hate to wish my months away but I'm ready to be pregnant. Have you ever wanted something so bad you have ached for it? That is me right now. I feel like my body aches to be pregnant. I know that is extreme. But, the want is that bad! There are so many pregnant people around me and I just want to be them. So, if I stare at a belly it's because it's beautiful to me. I want to be going through all of it. Man, when I get big and fat (because I'm pregnant) I'm going to be loving life!

Oh and one more thing. Adam and I thought that since we weren't doing IVF till Dec. that we could try to conceive on our own one more month. But the chance of that is gone. They are putting me on BCP (birth control pills) now until Nov. 15th. They have to control my cycle. In a way I'm excited because I'm now in the process...