Sometimes I'll think that Adam doesn't really care anymore if we have another baby. Probably just because he isn't consumed by it like I am. But, then he'll do something or say something that tells me he really does care. Not only does he care but he is positive about the IVF working.
He was sitting on the couch last night playing w/ Noah and was rocking him like a baby. He said that he couldn't wait to have another baby in the house and could rock him like he was doing to Noah. Then he started talking about Noah being a big brother and him holding the baby. It was a sweet moment.
Every once in awhile I feel like this is all my fault. That my body is failing me for some reason. And I was the one who worked out since I was 13 and try to excercise everyday. Not thinking I would ever have anything wrong w/me to not conceive another baby. And Adam just has to deal w/ it. He has never said that but when I'm down in dumps that is what sometimes come to mind.
I'm following a few ladies that are going through the IVF egg retrieval right now. It's making me so excited. In just 5 days these ladies will be considered pregnant. They are making me very optimistic about the IVF.
I know this is going to work! Tomorrow is my 1st ultrasound to check out my follicles and some other things. I'll let you know how this goes.
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