Bloodwork Good!

I'm just a little bruised after the blood they took, but I'm also really excited. My bloodwork came back really good. So, after Tuesday's ultrasound I'll have a calendar and know what kind of injections I'll be doing and all that good stuff.
I've been feeling really good about everything. I'm trying to keep busy and everyday and night I tell myself that this is going to work and we'll be pregnant in December. That little thought of how would I react if it doesn't work creeps in every once in awhile but I'm refusing to think more about that. I'm really trying to get on the spirtual side of things (which is big for me).I'm reading a book right now and it had a quote in there that I liked. I can find the exact quote in the book but it was saying basically that God hears your wishes and prayers but sometimes hold off and gives it to you at the right time. I'm really hoping that all of our negative pregnancy tests were for a reason. I've always wanted a big family so maybe I was supposed to be doing IVF for a better chance of multiple babies!
I realized that I never stop thinking about having another baby. I wonder if this is why I'm so tired? And you know when you get that new car and you see it every where on the road, well I see pregnant people everywhere! I think in 1 day I saw about 10. At one point 2 girls were walking into the store I was coming out of and they were both mama jamma prego. First of all good for them, second make me like that. Ha! I think the way I think about pregnancy is forever changed. It's is so precious and it doesn't always come as easily as we thought it would. I'm going to win this battle, that is for sure!