No more negative

I'm hooked to this one message board that if for infertility. Everyone is very supportive and nice and are going through the same thing I am. It's nice to have people to talk to that have all the same thoughts you do. I know my friends and family are very supportive but unless you have been through infertility you really don't understand.
Anyway, I'm going to try and stop going to the message board until after my IVF. There were two people that I was following on the board very closely. They just went through the IVF transfer and so far one of them is pregnant while the other one isn't. I know it's a fact of life that IVF works sometimes and doesn't works sometimes. I just swore they were both going to be prego. I prayed and prayed for them. They both had fantastic egg count and great fertilization. The one who is so far BFN (big fat negative), had nothing wrong w/ the IVF cycle. She is so hurt and I totally understand. But, on the other hand reading about her made me realize that I can't continue to read the boards. I'm not naive to where I believe there is no negative things that can happen I just don't want to have those negative thoughts in my head. Right now if I hear stories, I want them to be positive. Because I'm thinking very positive but that doesn't stop those negative stories from creeping in to my brain every once in awhile. So, I"m going to continue to pray that she gets her dream of being a mom but not read about it anymore. (At least until I get my BFP.)
I start my first shot of Lupron on Nov. 12th. Woo Hoo! I never thought I'd be so happy to get a shot! Have I told anyone that I'm going to be pregnant in December. Ha!